Just a quick entry before I head out for the day. Today is going to be a good day, better than it could have been, so I'm pretty excited. Originally I was going to be spending most of the day by myself, which I've already done for the past two days. Tonight I was supposed to be going out with work people and others to the 90's. However, the more I thought about it the more I really didn't feel like going. It's not really my scene anymore and I didn't much feel like waking up hungover.

So instead today Dustin and I are going out to check out his dad's new house which should be interesting. Afterwards I guess we're hanging out around here for awhile and then heading out to Shannon and Ryan's for dinner and then a movie afterwards. Maybe all of that sounds boring to some people but it sounds like an absolutely perfect day to me!

Dustin and I had a fight on Friday that really freaked me out. We both said some mean things to each other which resulted in me hanging up the phone and not answering when he tried to call back. Eventually we talked and we both felt bad and, in the end, things were better. I worry that he sometimes wants to just hang in the moment, not having too many responsibilities. I know I should just trust in the fact that Dustin's trying as best he can and he wants our future just as much as I do. I just get worried when he spends so many nights over at Bubba's playing video games and drinking beer. Blah, I need to stop worrying!!!

Anyway.... I am still not fully awake yet and I have a few more things to do before I head out. So more soon!