So, I didn't mention this earlier but I guess I'm a little weirded out by it. I had a dream about Ben last night. Now really sure why except maybe it had to do with me looking at his Facebook page yesterday? Anyway, I don't remember all the details but I do know that I was with Dustin but making plans to meet up with Ben and make out??? And that makes NO SENSE.

The only thing I can think is that I had Dustin and Ben in my head.... and I was thinking about the summer after Rich and I broke up: Kaili and Ben were on the rocks too and we made plans over the 4th to get together and just make out. We agreed no sex (at the time he was still a virgin and I've never been into casual sex) but we were definitely still a little physically curious about each other. Anyway... that never ended up happening and all I can think is that I had boys on the brain and those boys got mixed up. Really weird.

Another weird but okay thing is that I just talked to Emalyn. We haven't talked since shortly after I moved out and we sort of had a falling out with each other. But frankly it's water under the bridge to me, after what I had to go through with Psycho Bitch it makes Emalyn look like a freakin' angel!

So yeah.... closing tonight at The 'Bou was okay and D should be getting off work anytime now so hopefully he'll be here soon. In the meantime, I'm going to go cuddle up with a book! Night!