Well, Sunny is gone. Yesterday a woman and her five year old daughter came to meet Sunny and I really liked them... so now they're Sunny's new family. It sucks so much, I didn't think I would miss her so much but it was so weird getting up in the middle of the night and not have her play "attack cat" or to come home after work and not have her run up to greet me. It was one thing when I had to give away Kizzy an Pippy, it was like getting rid of a child with Sunny. But at least I know she's with good people.

I seriously HATE Kassi for screwing my life up like this. I don't walk around hating people generally but that girl has fucked up so many things in my life. My folks are having to fork over major money to get me out of this situation, I've had to call the police multiple times which is SO embarrassing, I had to give up my pet, I'm having to move AGAIN after three months, my relationship with my boyfriend had been strained..... all because Kassi think that she should ALWAYS get her way, she thinks she deserves EVERYTHING, she thinks she can be a total bitch and get away with it. I'm done with her once I move out, I better never hear that bitch's name again. But I pray to God karma kicks her in the ass because people like that do not deserve to just get away with what they do. Something or someone needs to teach her a lesson about being a good, selfless person.

Anyway. I just had to say that. I have a lot of anger built up over her and I'm sure it'll take me awhile to get that anger all out of my system.

I was supposed to see Rich today. He was going to come into Caribou to pick up a Microsoft Office CD that I had of his. I borrowed it when we were still talking, then we stopped talking and I wasn't planning on being nice enough to give it back to him. But eh.... after living with Pyscho Bitch I realize that I need to stop being so petty about stuff like this. Anyway, so Rich was going to come in and pick it up at the 'Bou but he ended up not being able to. And I was SO nervous. I mean, I haven't seen him or even spoken to him on the phone since May and I don't know what it will be like seeing him again. Part of me really wants to say, "Hey, let's just be friends!" But part of me cannot let go of the way that he hurt me.... his words hurt me SO bad. It hurts that he told me more than once that he wouldn't walk out of my life and then he did just that. It hurts that he claimed to care about me but then sat on the phone using such hurtful words. I just don't know if I can let go of that, especially since he hasn't even apologized. He has admitted that he knew he hurt me.... but I NEED that apology and I need him to say, "Krysten I am sorry for doing this..." and then to tell me exactly what he's sorry for so that I know he knows what he did. Maybe that sounds childish but that is what I need to be able to forgive him. I do want to forgive him. But it's not just as easy as me saying the words.

ANYWAY.

I don't know if I mentioned this but I found a new place to live, a townhouse in Maplewood with three female roommates. It's SUPER nice and I'm really excited to move in. Dustin and I went out there the other day so I could pick up my keys and I'm going to start moving my stuff over on Tuesday. Thank GOD I will finally be getting out of here.

Okay.... comp's gonna shut off. More soon!