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Apology
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Well. So here's the deal. On Monday Kassi and I got into a HUGE fight. Like, it was over practically nothing but, as usual, she started screaming and I finally just lost it. I know I have a bad temper but I've been trying REALLY HARD to keep it under control. However, it's hard when you're dealing with someone that can't even be bothered to keep her temper under control.

So we had a total screaming match and didn't speak for the rest of the night. Dustin came over and we, well, broke in my new bed. We kissed and cuddled and watched a movie. *sigh* Have I mentioned lately how much I adore him?

Anyway, the next morning I woke up and went into the kitchen... when I looked into the living room I found that she had split the living room in two with TAPE DOWN THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR. Um yeah... didn't realize we're 5 years old. I was SO PISSED. For a minute I just stood there unsure of what to do. Then I moved everything back. Screw that.

I wrote Kassi a note telling her I didn't want things to be this way but that I can't deal with her screaming and the way she handles problems. Then I sat in bed and cried. Dustin asked me what was wrong and I just snapped at him. I've been so tense because of all this that I'm snapping at everyone.

After that I called my professors to explain to them my situation and that I wouldn't be in class. I need to fix my life. Dustin and I went out to the mall for a bit then to River Falls for the rest of the day and night.

While D was at work I started talking to Doug about the situation and he suggested that I move in with him and his wife move in with Kassi. That's a long story in itself. Anyway... it pissed me off. He talked to Kassi and she said she seemed fine with it and said that if I wanted to stay I had to apologize. I was PISSED. The only thing I had to apologize for was yelling at her on Monday and I wanted her to understand that she completely provoked me. So I went off a little... then signed offline.

So this morning I came home to find another semi nicer note from Kassi. I wrote her one back and then went about my day. Well, just as I was leaving for school Kassi woke up. I didn't say anything to her and was just going to leave. Well she asked when I'd be home to talk, I told her and then told her that I bought dishwashing detergent and what not. Then she apologized. Yeah, just like that. I'm not exactly sure if I believe her yet but... it's a start. So yeah.

Anyway.... just gotta get through class tonight and then classes tomorrow and then it's my BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! Hells yeah! Guess I better get some homework done, bleh. More soon!
4:26 PM


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I'm just a girl trying to find my place in the world. I don't claim to be perfect and I don't expect anyone in my life to try to be that way either. I try to keep only good, positive and trustworthy people around me. I've been burned in the past but right now I feel like things are pretty good. I'm in the middle of re-applying to school, I work full time at Caribou Coffee and in between I just want to have fun. I am only 23, after all, and I want to live it up. Like what you see? Feel free to read more.

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