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Tangled Up In Me
Friday, July 01, 2005
You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Get tangled up in me


Well I figured I'd write before I head off for my weekend of work. Not all too much has been going on here except for about the last 24 hours. I spent Monday night at Dustin's, sat around on Tuesday until I went to Shannon's, worked from 5 to 11 on Wednesday, and then spent the night at Dustin's again on Wednesday night.

The one thing to report from those days is that I'm finally getting used to work, especially since I got to be on bar on Wednesday. Bar means working the espresso machine. There are basically three roles out front: the register, bar, and superglue. Superglue is basically the person who goes back and forth between register and bar, whichever needs help. Needless to say it was really fun to be on bar and I'm finally getting the hang of things, so yay for that!

On Wednesday night there was a BIG storm here in RF which Dustin thought was so great. Problem is that because of the storm it was pretty cold yesterday and this morning. Not cool. Dustin thought it would be fun to run around in the storm, which slightly freaked me out because there was so much lightning. Not cool.

On Thursday Dustin and I ended up having a forced talk. Basically after he dropped me off here in the morning he went home and we started talking online. We were arguing... I've been picking fights with him. I'm not even sure WHY I've been picking fights with him. I think it has a lot to do with me testing him to see how long it will take him to leave me. I also think part of it is because I'm so used to fighting with Rich that is just seems normal to be fighting with Dustin. Either way it's not good and I HATE it. I love how Dustin and I are most of the time and I don't want to ruin everything by being silly and picking fights with him. So we were arguing and it sucked and somehow we started talking about the feelings that I have for Dustin. And he basically told me that with all the fighting he doesn't want to pursue a relationship with me because he doesn't want to hurt our friendship. However he also told me how much he cares for me and loves having me around and values our friendship. I don't know. Basically it comes down to the fact that he and I would be together if I could stop fighting with him. And right now I'm not sure when that will happen. But... I guess I do have hope. So we'll see.

Sundae got out TWICE yesterday. Our front door keeps sticking and not closing all the way so it'll open back up and then she'll escape. The first time it happened I was freaking out because it was in the middle of my conversation with Dustin and suddenly Sunny was gone. I gave her about half an hour and was about to hop in my car to drive around and find her. I stepped outside and there she was in the damn front yard. The second time was when Dustin came over after work to say goodnight to me. He didn't close the door all the way and she got out again. So he drove around the neighborhood and found her. Damn cat!

Around 7:30 yesterday evening the power went out all over the south side of town. Uncool. I didn't want to just sit around in the dark so I ended up hanging out at Perkins until close. By the time I got back the power was back, thank God, because I'd just bought a bunch of fruit and veggies and they were EXPENSIVE! However, I woke up around 4 AM this morning and it went off again. Really lame.

So yeah. That's life in a nutshell. I work today from 11 to 5 then I'm staying at Shan's for the night. Tomorrow I work from 5 to 11 and Sunday I work 7 to 11. Finally Monday I work 11 to 5 and then it's time to celebrate the 4th. So it'll be a busy few days.

La de da. More soon!
9:16 AM


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I'm just a girl trying to find my place in the world. I don't claim to be perfect and I don't expect anyone in my life to try to be that way either. I try to keep only good, positive and trustworthy people around me. I've been burned in the past but right now I feel like things are pretty good. I'm in the middle of re-applying to school, I work full time at Caribou Coffee and in between I just want to have fun. I am only 23, after all, and I want to live it up. Like what you see? Feel free to read more.

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