Oh what a bunch of perfection. Maybe not even perfection but I feel like a black cloud is gone from my life and oh does it feel so damn good.

Yesterday night I went to Shannon's so that we could go birthday present shopping for D. Oh my gosh I swear to God I love silliness like the silliness that went on last night. First we went to Old Chicago which is SO nummy. It just makes me smile.

After dinner we drove to Minneapolis and SEX WORLD. Hell yeah bitches! Shan's never been there before and it was quite an experience, hehe. After much searching and giggling and a few "ew gross" we ended up getting Dustin a penis pump (OMFG that makes me giggle every time I think of it) and this little woman that when you put her in water she's supposed to get bigger. Too funny! I'm sure Dustin will be amused, hehe.

We then went to Target for wrapping paper and that was funny too. We ended up getting him this silly birthday card, something having to do with "waggity wags" which just had me totally cracking up. Then we got him a gift bag that says "fancy pants" on the front, which I think is too funny. Oh man, it's gonna rock!

Finally we got some Caribou and then I ended up heading home.

Around 11ish D picked me up and we went back to his place to watch the next of the old Star Wars. It was just nice being able to be next to him and to feel his arm around me the whole time. It's so comforting, I don't have to worry about when he's going to jump on me to have sex or whether or not I'm wearing cute enough panties.

After the movie we curled up and watch a little more TV. We didn't even kiss last night and... oddly, that was fine with me. Is this what it's like to feel something deeper for someone than just something sexual? It was just so nice to be in his arms and to feel safe and warm and good. I love it. I just absolutely love it.

This morning we got up around noonish and I made D lunch. And now I'm just kinda chillin' here... trying to decide when I'm going to take a shower. Yeah.

More soon!