Where is your heart, 'cause I don't really feel you Where is your heart, what I really want is to believe you Is it so hard to give me what I need I want your heart to bleed, that's all I'm asking for Where is your heart
Well yesterday was my last day at Perkins and, to be honest, I'm really kinda sad. I'm going to miss a lot of people and the silly things that happen there. There was so much drama and sometimes it was the last place in the world I wanted to be. But for awhile it was home. And I really am going to miss it there.
I did end up getting screwed over, though. Loretta was possibly coming in to work for someone last night. It was a closing shift and Loretta never called Randy back to tell him she wasn't going to do it. So she didn't come in which meant we all had to stay later. I ended up not only having to do my own sidework but also some of the closing duties and it just ticked me off. I was supposed to be done at 9 and if Loretta had come in I would have gotten out of there earlier. But because of her I ended up being there till almost 10. Really uncool.
The nice thing was that Betty showed up to say goodbye and had a card that she got some people to sign. It was sweet. Dustin and I were outside having an ass slapping contest and then Ryan came out and slapped my ass. I didn't think anything of it until Betty was like, "Hey Krysten, you have something on your ass." So I look and sure enough there's a powder sugar handprint on my butt. I will get Ryan back. He better watch out!
I went over to D's last night and drank an entire bottle of sparkling wine all by myself, lol. We watched Shrek 2 and ate pizza and what not. I... don't know. Think I may be getting screwed over by him. I'm not sure, I don't really have any evidence. I know I need to ask D what's up between us but I'm just not ready yet. I guess we'll see what happens this week. I didn't want to fall for him. I know he's hurt me in the past and I told myself it'd be so much easier for us to just be friends. But I do like him. I have so much fun with him and I adore kissing him. And we can talk and we actually listen to each other. I don't know... it's going to hurt pretty bad if he shoots me down. I've let my heart get more into this that I wanted to.
I have my first day at Caribou today and I'm starting to get nervous. I hate first days! I don't even really know what I'm supposed to wear. Hmm.
Anyway.... gotta leave soon. More soon!