So.... this is just a little entry because I'm super confused now.

I was basically sitting around here all evening. Dustin has softball on Tuesdays so I wasn't really expecting to hear from him. Plus he wasn't the most talkative person in the world online today so despite that fact that I was starting to conclude that Dustin's "hotness" text messages on Sunday were a false alarm I couldn't help but feel a little concerned. I know... I need to learn to be trusting. But it's so hard sometimes. You get screwed over enough and it's not like you think anyone's worth trusting anymore.

Anyway. So around midnight Kassi and I were chatting online and decided on a place that we want to live in. Lol, I haven't even mentioned that we're planning to yet. I'll explain in a minute. She we found this great place and we're all psyched. I knew D was at the bars (they always go after softball) but I texted him all excited. About an hour later (and a few texts later) he asked if I wanted to go to McDonald's with him around 2 (yes AM). I said sure.

Well then a little later he texts me to tell me that Sarah's coming along. I do not like Sarah. She and Dustin kinda fooled around a little while back and he decided he wasn't into her. But she pulls crap like claiming she's locked out of her apartment so she can crash at his place. I just don't like her, she's another little River Falls ho. This place seems to have quite a lot of them. I told Dustin I didn't want to go. I was jealous, yeah, and I just didn't want to deal with the situation. So we texted back and forth a few times and I just wasn't having it. Then he called me to tell me he was coming over. So he gets here and we're in my apartment in the dark whispering while Miss Sarah is waiting in the car (probably plotting).

This is where I'm confused. Because he was upset that I was mad and saying that he didn't want her to come along and she just butted in (surprise, surprise). He kept asking me not to be upset and that he wanted it to just be him and me and that he wanted me to come back to cuddle with him afterwards. Just the way he said things... I don't know. I know I tend to read into things. And I so shouldn't get my hopes up. But...

I won't say it. I'm sure you all know what I mean anyway.

So really quick before he gets here (how do I not get over being miffed when he gives me those puppy eyes?) I'll explain about Kassi.

About a week ago Kassi e-mailed me to ask if I wanted to get a house with her and her current roommate. They're having issues at their current place and wanted to find a new one. Thing is, I'm really not keen on living with people I don't know anymore so I declined. Well, yesterday night I got an e-mail from Kassi saying that her roommate was moving in with her boyfriend and do I want to find a 2 bedroom for just us two instead. Hell yeah! It's been crazy, we found this great place in Maplewood with TONS of room and what not and now we're both just crazy excited! I'm so psyched, Kassi and I have talked about wanting to live together for awhile now and it just never happened. So it should be super cool!

Anyway... time to go to D's. Yeah yeah. More soon.