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Bitter Sweet
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life
And today is all you've got now
And today is all you've ever have
Don't close your eyes

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger
And you had everything to lose


It's been an interesting few days. Not all of it has been good but the bad things I plan on not talking about because they're private. That and I hate talking about the bad things, they make me cry.

Wedneday I truly just stayed in bed all day. I wasn't feeling well physically or mentally. I just curled up, cried a little, cuddled the cat till she got sick of me getting tears all over her fur. I broke my date with Shannon because I had a headache and then felt guilty about it because it's rude to break plans with people.

I finally got up around 5 and took a bath which made my head feel better. At 8 Dustin came over and we pretty much went to his place and curled up for a nap. Around 10 we went to Econo to get junk food, binged on that, watched Star Wars, and the next thing I know my alarm is going off at 7:15 in the morning and Dustin's pulling me back into the bed. It's great to have a cuddle buddy. It's good to know that that's all we have to do. He brings me comfort. That's good.

Today I went to the store that I will soon be working at as a shift manager. I met with my new boss, Tricia, who is super cool and who I'm sure I'm really going to like. She seems really laid back which is good. And I guess Betsy, the woman from corporate that interviewed me on Tuesday, just gushed about me. So I'm totally happy and a tad nervous. New jobs are never easy, you don't know anyone. But I'm sure it'll be good.

When I got back to River Falls I stopped in at Perkins to give my two weeks notice. It was weird because I know I talk shit about Randy but he was so nice to me and seemed genuinely happy to see me moving up. It was really sweet, actually, and I guess Randy's not such a bad guy. Part of me is going to miss Perkins despite all the drama.

Tonight Shan and I went to dinner at Applebee's and then to the movies to see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. It was a really good movie, definitely a tear jerker. I'm glad we went to see it, I had a good time and was able to put some of my worries out of my head for a few hours.

On the drive home I put the windows down, opened the sunroof, blasted the music and just sang my heart out. It felt really good to just be nuts for awhile. I need more of that.

Anyway... time for bed. Tomorrow after work Dustin, Lewann, Lewann's boyfriend Brandon, and I are going out to the bars and just getting wasted. Should be interesting, hehe. Sooooo, more soon!
11:41 PM


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I'm just a girl trying to find my place in the world. I don't claim to be perfect and I don't expect anyone in my life to try to be that way either. I try to keep only good, positive and trustworthy people around me. I've been burned in the past but right now I feel like things are pretty good. I'm in the middle of re-applying to school, I work full time at Caribou Coffee and in between I just want to have fun. I am only 23, after all, and I want to live it up. Like what you see? Feel free to read more.

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