Oh man, I am so tired right now but I had such a great weekend. I truly wish that I wish still there, I really didn't want to leave. Too bad I have a life back here.

Dustin and I left for Hayward just before 7PM on Friday and it wasn't a bad drive at all. We made fairly good time and it was nice to drive and listen to music and read. The car ride actually flew by, something that doesn't generally happen too often for me because usually I'm in such a rush to want to get somewhere that it seems to take FOREVER.

Friday night when we got to the house we sat down at the bonfire with my parents, Ryan and Lindsay. We all drank a little and roasted hotdogs and it was really nice because I wasn't at all worried about Dustin getting along with my folks. I could run up to the house and leave him with them and not fret about it being uncomfortable for anyone. Already my parents like Dustin and he's so easy to get along with it's not like I ever have anything to worry about with him. He's not the kind of charmer Rich is; sometimes with Rich I felt like he was trying a little too hard to impress. With D I always know he's just being himself and not pushing for anything.

Dustin slept in the guest house which is looking AWESOME. It's part of the off the house garage that my folks have (there's also a two car attached garage). They put up a wall so that there's a little sitting area and then a bedroom. It's really nice, they just need to get better lighting. So that night Dustin slept in the bed in the guesthouse and Ryan slept on the couch while Lindsay was in my brother's room and I was in the guest room in the house. Dustin picked out a book to read (I know, Dustin READS BOOKS... it amazed me too) and we both hugged and said goodnight. The one thing I was sad about was not getting to cuddle with him at night, something I've grown fairly accustomed to.

On Saturday we lazed around. Mom made Dustin and me French toast and then we put on our swimsuits and went for a ride in the boat. We came back and hung around in the sun reading for a bit and then Ryan came home from work. We all went back on the boat to sun and swim. It was SUPER nice, I had so much fun just chillin and what not.

Aunt Mary, Crystal, Crystal's boyfriend Chris, and Andrew ended up coming to the house that night. The funny thing is that Aunt Mary is ALWAYS backing out when Mom invites her out but suddenly she called and wanted to show up. Kinda lame but whatever. They showed up just as we were getting ready to go to Dun Rovin, the restaurant my brother works at, for dinner. So they stayed at the house while we went for dinner.

After dinner we came back and made s'mores at another bonfire and had a few drinks. Then us kids went up to the house to watch Matchstick Men, a move that ended up being really good. Afterwards we were all exhausted so we ended up going to bed. Dustin came and tucked me in, gave me a kiss goodnight, and headed back to the guesthouse.

Sunday was kind of an icky day so we went into town and wandered around for a bit. We then came back where Dustin and I kinda sat around playing Scrabble and what not. We played a little bocce ball with Crystal and Chris (who kicked our asses) then had dinner. I ate like crazy this weekend, probably because I haven't been eating very well for the last month.

After Aunt Mary and the cousins left Dustin and I settled down to watch a move with Mom and Dad. Ryan was at work and Lindsay had already left. So we watched the movie and goofed off. When the movie was over D and I went downstairs to watch another movie. Afterwards I walked him to the guesthouse and we cuddled and kissed and... yeah.

I just had so much fun, it was so good to get to hang out with Dustin all weekend and just goof off and be silly. I'm so happy my folks like him so much, Mom even gave him a hug goodbye. It was sweet to walk through town holding hands or to lean against him when we were watching a movie. I liked the little kisses he'd give me or when he'd tickle my foot to get my attention. Oh... I think I'm falling for him. And for once I'm not that scared anymore. Maybe I'm even learning to trust him.

I'm so tired. And I'm not looking forward to my work week. I'm going to go relax and finish reading my book. More soon!