Well I finished up my org. comm. project. Now I just have to present it tomorrow. I am really not looking forward to doing the presentation. Generally I love giving speeches but... like I've said before, I'm really antsy. I just want to turn it in and have that be that. I know, I know, I need to get over myself. Sometimes you have to do things that you don't want to do. Well screw that. I don't want to work at Perkins and I'm doing that anyway. So there!

Rich and I had a little talk last night. His family is going through some stuff but it sounds like things could get better. I really hope so. But because of this he realized some things and, I have to say, I'm glad he did. It felt good to hear him admit to some things that I almost wondered if he realized he did. After he called me last night I felt better, lol. I've been really stressed out over what to do about the fights Rich and I have been having lately. They really hurt my heart. And I really want to talk to him but at the same time I've been kind of scared to. I am hoping that through the realizations that Rich has made, and I am so proud of him, that maybe things will become a little less strained between us, too, and that we can communicate a little better. I hope he knows how much I absolutely adore him and want nothing but good things for him. And I hope that things just get brighter for him because he deserves it.

Sooooooooooooooooo I'm sitting here waiting till I can leave and go to work. I'm bored. Whatever. I have nothing else to say right now. I better make some money tonight!

My mommy's coming to stay with me this coming Monday. Yay to that!

Okay... this entry is bleh. More later!