Yesterday night at work went SUPERB! I only worked about 3 hours and didn't even serve that long. I was a little bummed out at first because 3 hours hardly seems worth it, especially because generally you get cut before that so you can start your clean up duties. However, it went well. I got some great tables... at one table I got a $10 tip off a $30 bill. Nice. It was fairly slow so I could be really attentive to my customers and I just made really good tips. It was definitely a good night PLUS I was second off so I had easy clean ups AND Nickie accidently rolled my silverware so I didn't have to. Not that I mind rolling silverware but whatever.

I managed to get ditched by Dustin which kind of sucked. We were supposed to get together to watch the 3rd Harry Potter and have pizza. However, he ditched me for Star Wars. I swear. And people wonder why I don't like those movies, all the boys ditch me for them! I can't believe I'm jealous of a silly set of movies, lol. Very sad. So I ended up coming home and spent a few hours burning 3 workout CDs. So now I just have to USE the CDs, lol. Finally I went to bed and slept about 10 hours. I need to find something to do in the morning so I'm not so lazy. Easier said than done.

Finally, finally FINALLY the Comcast ordeal has been figured out. I'm not sure if I mentioned this but last week Tiffany called them and requested ANOTHER name change form. They said it would be sent in a few days. So we waited and waited and by yesterday it still hadn't come. I finally called Tiffany and we agreed that it would be best if she cancelled her account and I called in to have a new account. When I got off the phone with her I called Comcast and explained to them the situation. So the lady I'm talking to asks who the account is under and I told her Tiffany. She asked my name and I told her and it turns out my name is on the account now. I figured that whoever Tiffany talked to last week just decided to change the names and not bother to inform either of us. It's almost laughable. I just don't get it, how can a company act so stupid! And I've heard complaints from quite a few other people I know. It just makes me wonder. I really hope I don't have to deal with this again.

Tonight I work from 5 to 10 and then Dustin and I are doing our movie and pizza night. I'm really glad D and I are friends and becoming close. I don't always agree with the life he lives... the fact that he has money problems but he goes out and drinks so much, for one. I don't like to see my friends do things like that. But there's also not much I can do. I'm happy that I got over Dustin, we never would have worked. He's too party for me and I want someone that's more out of that stage of life. Although the fact that he's so laid back is nice, I know I need someone laid back because I'm so.... not laid back, lol. But he is a good friend and I feel comfortable with him. We have a good time and can act silly and that's awesome.

I've been doing a lot of journaling in my written journal about the things I want in a man and the things I'm looking for in my life. I have to wonder... with all the things that have happened in my life, do I care for certain people because I feel they will protect me or because I have genuine feelings for them. I've been doing a lot of exploring, a lot of discovering. I want my life to calm down. I want to settle down.... go to work, go to classes, be with my friends. Have some fun, fall in love. I want all those things. But first I've got to figure these feelings out. And I think soon I will.

Anyway... lots to do before 5 today. So more soon!