So... my life is changing even more. Maybe this is the whole "catapillar into a butterfly" thing. I'm hoping so, I'm getting tired of all this change. Not that change isn't good (sometimes) but it makes me feel unsettled.

I'll start out with Miss Kitty Face. I definitely think I made the right decision in adopting Sundae. The first night she was here she slept in my bed all night which was so sweet and wonderful. I have definitely missed having a pet around. The last few nights, though, she's driven me a little nuts, lol. I have a feeling it's because I've been working and had to leave her at home by herself. So she sleeps all day and then wants to play at night when it's bedtime. So we need to work that out a bit. She's so playful, though, and so sweet and talkative. I just adore her.

Rich is another person/thing driving me crazy. Ugh what is wrong with us!? Yesterday I got accused of freaking out when I wasn't at all, it just came off that way because we were talking online. That's so frustrating because then I did get mad. I absolutely hate when people assume things of me and you would think that Rich would have figured that out by now. Eventually we figured things out but I keep holding my breath, waiting for us to fight again. I think it's that we both assume that it'll happen again... we bring it on ourselves. I am so frustrated because if we could just debate rather than fight, be healthy about our differences, then things would be good. I always get the feeling that Rich isn't really paying attention. That he just assumes this is all my fault and until I do all the changing he's just going to continue to act the way he always has. It takes two. This isn't all my fault, the only other person I'm this way with is my dad. So quit blaming me for everything. If we are ever going to get along you need to realize that you have some fault in the situation too. Or it is never, ever going to change.

So... I guess I should now come to the main point of this entry. The next big change in my life. I am college jumping AGAIN. I know, I know... I said that this would be it and I would be graduating from River Falls. However, what I didn't say was how passionless this place makes me feel. It's like I can go to classes and do the work in them. I can make the grades. But there is just nothing there. Kinda like when you're dating the wrong person. You know it's wrong but you stay there to please someone else. Well, I was trying to stick it out to make my parents happy. But I am so tired of doing things to make others happy. So I e-mailed them on Friday night and dropped the bomb. And it was HARD. We've talked twice on the phone since then. Sunday night, in my opinion, did not go well simply because, like Rich, I felt like they were trying to make everything my fault. It was ridiculous, we ended up barely being civil when we said goodbye. However, yesterday they called me and basically said, "We want what will make you happy" and la de da. So. This is the plan: I'm moving to the cities and going back to school at Century. I'm going to get a two year degree in marketing rather than a four year. And I need to get a new job, obviously, since I can't keep driving to River Falls. Seems simple. Eh, doesn't feel so simple now. Hopefully it will all fall into place.

What else is going on here? Well, work has been DEAD. I was working a great shift Saturday but because we were so dead I made no money. And Sunday I had about 7 tables total which resulted in a lack of money again. It's driving me nuts. However, we have had some fun at work in place of the lack of customers. On Sunday Dustin found a bowtie on top of the Coke machine and proceeded to play James Bond for the rest of the night. It was hysterical, he even crawled through the dishwasher's window. Oh we had a good time despite outselves.

In addition to all that, Dustin and I have a plan for Betty. Betty's getting married on Wednesday. So Dustin and I are going to string tin cans together to tie to her car in addition to writing Just Married on her car. Lol, she's gonna flip out, hehe, which I think is going to be just hysterical. Yay for fun at work!

Shannon came out here yesterday and we went out to dinner at Green Mill. I had to tell her all about what's been going on with school and my folks and it was good to get support from her. So it was a good night last night and hopefully after this blip in my life with be over with soon.

Nada else for now. I work tonight and tomorrow. Hopefully I'll make some sort of money sometime soon. Sooooo........ more soon!