So here I am. It's been a hard week this week. I'm just not feeling classes. For years now I've gotten like this... you get to the end of the year and all you want to say is, "ENOUGH! GOD IF I HAVE TO GO TO ONE MORE CLASS, TAKE ONE MORE PAGE OF NOTES, WRITE ONE MORE PAPER, FILL IN ONE MORE BUBBLE SHEET... I SWEAR!" The summer bug bit me HARD this year and I want nothing more than for summer to begin. I just want to work and party it up, forget that I have another tough year of school coming up. And I'm looking forward to strengthening up some friendships and relationships. It'll be a good summer.

Yesterday was really hard for me. I had a pretty bad day at work. When I complained on Monday about work it was because of Betty, it had nothing to do with MY job. She was just being her usual abrasive, overreactive, tense self. However, last night was bad. I just had customers that... I don't know. Tips were bad and I got stiffed a few times. I know I shouldn't take it personal and I know I need to be tough. But it was my first night getting stiffed and it just hurt pretty bad. I am a perfectionist and I know that it is a curse. When I am at my job I want to be the BEST or it is NOT GOOD ENOUGH. And I HATE when others know that I am not at my best. It frustrates me. So least night was hard, I almost went home crying. I know I will toughen up. But last night was hard.

So when I got home I talked to Rich a little, which ALWAYS makes me feel better. And I didn't hear from him, "Well then job sucks sometimes Krysten, deal." That is what I expected to hear. So it was so good to get, "I'm sorry Krysten." And that was all. It was SO nice. So Rich was playing poker with his roommates and while I would have loved to go over there and get coddled, because that is what I needed, I wanted to let him have a boys night. I ended up going to Dustin's. We ordered Steve's Pizza and watched Garden State and acted silly, which is what I love about hanging out with Dustin. I'm glad he and I are friends and we can hang out and even have "sleepovers" and that's all it is but one friend being good and supportive for another friend. I can honestly say that my feelings for Dustin as anything more than a friend are gone. And I'm happier that way. I'm glad I have such a good friend in him.

Tomorrow night I am meeting up with Shannon and Amber at Shannon's for a little girls weekend, something I am SO excited for. I'm sure we'll just chill Friday night... watch movies, chit chat, and just be girls. Saturday we're going to IKEA and I'm really excited because I need some cute decorations for the apartment. Then Cosetta's Saturday night and finally MAROON 5! It'll be another really good, fun weekend. I have to thank Rich, Amber, and Shannon for being such good weekend buddies and for being so great to hang out with. A girl couldn't ask for better family.

Anyway... it is so time to go get myself the honey mustard chicken crunch salad that I have been craving. So more soon!