I am incredibly frustrated right now and am feeling fairly put out.

I write in this blog because I don't mind people reading about my life. However, I do mind when people create expectations of me and then make assumptions about who I am. THAT bugs me. My friends who know me in the "real world" know who I am and therefore have a little more room to "assume" things about me. However, it bothers me to know end when people online that have never even really met me start to think certain things about me.

I am not someone that likes to be pushed into certain situations and I like to move at my own speed. I have the close friends that I do because they understand this and because they understand me. I do not let people in that easily. I can be a bit of a hermit, sometimes I like to be a loner, and I'm not a fan of big crowds. While I do like meeting people I keep a very tight circle when it comes to people who really know ME. And anyone that tries to push into that circle when I'm not ready usually gets the shaft pretty fast.

To those of you who think you know me, I'd sit back and evaluate how much you really know about me. Because as of right now I can count about 5 or 6 people who could rightly say that they really know what I'm all about.

To those of you wanting to get into that little circle... I don't know what to tell you. It either happens or it doesn't. You either need to be patient or move the fuck on. Because I've changed myself for people before. And it really makes me feel like shit.

THIS is the BLOG of Krysten Gautreaux. You think you know... but you have absolutely NO idea.