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Drama... not my fault!
Friday, March 18, 2005
Okay, how rude. Today is my first day of spring break and my dad decides to call me at 8:30 in the morning. Granted I probably fell asleep around midnight but I could have slept until at least 10 before my internal alarm would have gone off.

I figured out something yesterday about classes. I have 19 more classes to take, which includes an internship which I will probably do next summer. My parents want me to take a full class load every semester. Which means I will be stuck in school 2 more years, 2 of those semesters in which I only take 4 classes instead of 5. So I don't even need to take a class this summer because there's no way around my being in school for 4 semesters.

I have yet to tell Mom and Dad that. I didn't even want to talk to them today but it had to do with my car and license plates and what not so I had to. Then Dad asked if I was coming to visit them at all over break. Why on earth would I do that??? So I can get bitched at AGAIN? I think not, I'm perfectly happy spending my break working, getting some school stuff done (even though Mom and Dad seem to think I don't do school work) and having a little fun.

Speaking of fun over break... because of this drama Dustin's being weird with Christina. She's kinda unhappy about it, rightfully so, so we're going to try to have a girls night. It's be Shannon, Lewann, Christina and me. I'm really excited to have a girls night and those three girls are awesome and quirky and totally cool so it should be lots of fun. Plus I've asked Rich if he wants to take a day trip down to Winona. I just really want to go somewhere and I haven't been back to Winona since I left freshmen year. Plus if we get there early enough I'm hoping we could go to LaCrosse and visit Amber since I haven't even seen her apartment. So maybe that's something Rich would like to do. We shall see.

Okay... so I'm a little bothered about something. I hate how people think my life is so much drama all the time and that I enjoy it being that way. Do I like this bickering and fighting and silly little bitches acting like they're cool? Nope... frankly I lose sleep over it and I don't enjoy fighting. If it were up to me I would go to school, go to work, chill with my friends and have everyone love each other. I didn't go around asking Leah to be a whore or a bitch and I didn't ask Dustin to be a pussy and a liar. But here's the thing. When someone that I think is a friend of mine lies to me I am not going to sit around and just let it happen. And I tried to talk to Dustin about it but as soon as I did he acted like I'm the one making shit up, which isn't true and I've got witnesses to back up that that isn't true. So then I get pissed. I'm sorry if I don't just sit there and let shit happen and let it not bother me. But I don't feel like having my name dragged through the mud and I don't feel like letting Leah think it's okay to bitch someone out for no reason. So to those of you that think I sit here and let this drama happen... or that I like it... that's bs.

Anyway.... yeah. Last night Shan and I got together to go wedding dress shopping. First we headed to TGI Fridays and Shan bought me a drink and appetizers (thanks Shan). That was pretty good, I've never had good service there but the bartenders were awesome so it was all good. Afterwards we headed to St. Paul and the dress shopping began. Three of the 5 (5?) that Shannon tried on were AWESOME but it's the 2nd one that just seemed totally perfect! I want it for myself, hehe. It was really fun to look at all those gorgeous dresses.... oh my gosh I love dresses! Eep! Finally we went to Caribou for coffee and to chat. It was really fun talking about her wedding but it makes me wonder about Amber's. She hasn't talked too much about it and when she does she seems so stressed, especially because Jono's dad seems to want to take it over. I feel bad for her, that totally sucks.

Okay I'm tired and hungry. Time for food and then maybe a little more sleep!
8:51 AM


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I'm just a girl trying to find my place in the world. I don't claim to be perfect and I don't expect anyone in my life to try to be that way either. I try to keep only good, positive and trustworthy people around me. I've been burned in the past but right now I feel like things are pretty good. I'm in the middle of re-applying to school, I work full time at Caribou Coffee and in between I just want to have fun. I am only 23, after all, and I want to live it up. Like what you see? Feel free to read more.

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