Okay so all this week I have been writing two entries a day. I should really wait until the end of the day to write an entry but then... I wouldn't be my crazy, weird self.

Dustin and I are in this big fight which is LOTS of fun. Maybe if he didn't lie to me and play around with me all the time I wouldn't be angry with him. Hmm, what a concept. The funny thing is that he is PISSED at me but at work we act like absolutely nothing's wrong. Tomorrow we're going to sit and talk and... who knows. I'm about ready to tell him to just stay out of my life. I can't keep playing this game, especially with such a confused little boy. Especially when my heart is being tugged in two different directions. I've never been the type to play two people and it really isn't a fun position to be in. And maybe I'm being premature and maybe nothing will come of anything. But I wouldn't feel right jumping back and forth and staying with whoever ends up being the safe bet, if either is. Dustin... I do adore him. But he's so confused. And there is just that one little something missing. Something I can't put my foot on. But something. I dunno, we'll see what happens tomorrow night.

Work tonight was PSYCHO. We just stayed busy. Not to mention that Heath still annoys everyone because he just does stupid stuff. He and I are kind of getting along a little better so I just try to keep out of his way. But yeah, it was just busy tonight and even Silas was whining a little, which is incredibly unlike him. Not to mention it was unnaturally warm in there tonight, probably because it was so warm outside, so we were all getting cranky because we were all sweaty and uncomfortanle. Needless to say, it's good to be in my apartment with my pj's on... especially the tank top. I even ended up staying late because of how busy it was. Eep.

Getting home I gave Amber a call and we were just having a catch up chat since it's been a little while. I told her about the Maroon 5 concert and she kept asking the date of it and what day it was. I didn't pay too much attention until the end of the convo. We went to say goodnight and she goes, "You can say no if you want to but I have a question? Do you think I could go to the concert with you guys?" Well DUH! OMFG, I'm so excited! A) It's been a long time since I've been to a concert, since the Counting Crows / John Mayer concert with Rich. B) I get to know to a concert with both Shannon AND Amber? Serious? that'll be way too much fun, I haven't been to a concert with either one of them and now we're going to see MAROON 5 together! Super excitement!!! So we're going to get cutesied up, go to Cossetta's for dinner, and then head to the concert after. So now I'm even MORE psyched! Yay for good girlfriends!

Anyway.... I have lots to do tomorrow and Sunday and again I'm starting to feel semi stressed. So I'm going to bed NOW so that I feel more awake tomorrow. Night!