I think I have the winter blues. I hate spring semester because I always get the winter blues at the beginning and it makes me not want to do ANYTHING, especially not homework. I don't like having to wear a coat, I don't like getting freezing wind blasted in my face, I don't like not getting to see any colors outside besides white and gray... and I'm really not found of ice puddles everywhere. I know I shouldn't complain but I only like winter when it's Christmas time and there should be snow on the ground. But now it's mid February and I really, really just want it to be spring. I'm feeling suffocated by the cold and gray.
What I really want right now is to be cuddled and to watch a movie and light candles all around. I'm really tired and I do not want to read my book for English lit and I don't want to do my stats homework and I really don't want to worry about my portfolio which I really haven't even started. I just want to be cuddled. And to watch a movie. I wish it was tomorrow night so I could be out shopping with Shannon and talking girl talk and maybe not feeling so crabby. I don't mean to sound this way, it's really just the weather annoying me. I'm not really even in a bad mood but I'm COLD and whenever I come in from outside my nose is all runny. I stepped in a puddle the other day and my foot froze and I'm tired of snow.
Winter is my least favorite season.
I know I need to stop whining and complaining. I will tomorrow when I get to shop a little. I'm just cranky today. I need a massage in the worst way, lol. And, like I said, I need to be cuddled. I am such a cuddle whore, it's really sad. If I could I would just get cuddled all day and all night. Then I would curl into a ball like a content little kitty, pure a little, and fall asleep.
Bed. Now.