I deleted last night's entry because it was annoying and I apologized to someone that doesn't deserve an apology. And I would go into who it is and why that person doesn't deserve it but I don't even want to waste energy typing about this person. So it's done and over. It's 2005 and it's time to leave the bits and pieces of the past years that were evil, cruel, heartless and wrong behind me.

YIG is coming REALLY fast but I still haven't worked up to my YIG butterflies yet. It never fails that I start to get them despite the fact that YIG is now like riding a bike: you never forget how to do it even if you do sometimes fall off for really silly reasons. I always get nervous with thoughts of how the weekend will go: who will I meet for the first time, who will I see again, will there be the usual blips and the usual craziness? Will this year surpass all the other years or will I be bummed that it just didn't add up? So I'm sure that by the time I'm in my hotel room getting ready for the first meeting I will have those usual, almost comforting butterflies. Believe me, I'm ready for them. I already have my suitcase out and half my clothing packed. It's definitely time for YIG.

I don't have much else to say. I work at 2 today and then Dustin and I are going out to TGIFridays after I'm done working. I need to be around him, he makes me feel goofy and upbeat. He would have made a hell of a YIG boy, lol. Part of me is still really sad that Dustin is again pulling the "Just Friends" card on me. It sucks that I feel like I've found this great guy and he won't even give me a chance. Not to mention he's going after someone else and it sucks that I feel so jealous. Eh.

Okay... time to go eat food. More soon.