What is a *ROCK STAR*? Kaitlin ( a girl I work with) and I came up with that one Sunday morning while we were hostessing together. A *ROCK STAR* to us is a server who let's us double seat them, will take another section, says thank you... does anything really cool and doesn't complain about it.

Well I am extending the term to anyone who provides a little bit of kindness is someone's time of need.

So here's to my *ROCK STARS*

Amber: I am SO LUCKY to have the coolest best friend in the entire world. To be able to call someone up while crying hysterically and have that person stay with me till I've calmed down is totally awesome. Thanks for listening and for being someone that I know will cheer me up and who stands up for me when I need it.

James: For reminding me that I shouldn't listen to someone who obviously puts on a mask. For showing me that I have too many awesome people in my life that care about me to deal with someone that doesn't deserve my time. And for being one of those aweosome people that care about me.

Ryan (yes my brother): For standing up for me and having my back, even if he is mean to me all by himself. Even though you can be an evil little brother at times, it's good to know when I need someone to stand up for me I've got you. Thanks little brother.

Dustin: For letting me stay at his place when I need to, for holding me when I need to be held, for showing me that there are still a few nice guys left out there. And for being the kind of person that is so utterly goofy that it's hard for me to stay upset for very long.

Okay... so that's that. I won't go into what went on last night because I've made the firm decision to move on. I'm restricting myself by living in the past and there are far too many good opportunities that I'm missing out on. So it's buried and done with.

So Monday night ended up being super fun even if Dustin, as usual, was being totally weird and psychotic. He, despite what he says, asked me to come over at, like, 4:30. We were sitting around bored when we decided to go see National Treasure. It was a REALLY good movie, reminded me in some ways of DaVinci Code. Plus it's NICOLAS CAGE, I mean, how can you go wrong? After the movie we went to Applebee's for 2 for 1's and happy hour. We had SUPER HOT buffalo wings, nachos... D had a beer and I had a bloody mary. I have to say it'll probably be the last bloody mary I ever have, tasted too much like tomato soup. But hey, at least I tried something new. Finally we went back to Dustin's, watched a movie, and fell asleep.

Last night was even more fun! Dustin went with me to Woodbury to pick up some stuff at the parentals' place. We got there and I realized some of the stuff I wanted was in boxes and Mom wasn't sure which boxes they were. So we decided to come back when Dad got home. Meanwhile, we headed to the pet store which ended up being a BAD idea. They had two TEENY little papillons, the kind of dog I want. SOOOOOOOOOOO prescious, I've decided I'm getting one as soon as I have the money. We got to hold one and it was SOOOOOOOOO cute, goodness. We got to play with these little puppies and now Dustin and I are dog obsessed, lol. I guess there are worse things in life. Afterwards we tried to go to Taco Bell for food but Dustin had no money on him and they wouldn't take my checkcard. I was super pissed and D found that totally funny. I did not. We went back to my parents', got the rest of the stuff I needed, and went back to RF for STEVE'S PIZZA. Much better than Taco Bell, that's for sure.

I'm getting kind of stressed about my marketing project. The last section I have to do is really hard and I was just not a happy girl. Once more I'll say I'll be happy when this semester is over.

And... yeah, I have a marketing meeting at 11:30. Joy. So time for a super quick nap before then. More soon.