Oh man, it was a drinking weekend. Which means NO MORE for a long time. But it was a pretty good weekend nonetheless.

Sunday was a pretty funny day, hehe. I went to work from noon to 4 and right after the church/breakfast rush was winding down THE POWER GOES OUT. We're all just like "WTF???" It was out for about half an hour before the power came back on. Luckily most of the customers had their food but it was just funny to see them sitting in the dark eating, lol. And when the lights came back on there was a huge groan from those of us working, hehe. Afterwards everything went smoothly. We were REALLY slow. Teddy came in and around 3:30 Mom and Dad showed up to talk over the lease. Unbelievable, no fighting about it. So that all went pretty well.

Sunday night.... I won't go into why I tried to cause a fight with Dustin last night. It was mean and stupid. I need to stop. Anyway... I showed up at Perkins party (at Bud's Lanes) around 7:30. I immediately ran into Nick and Rabbit. They immediately tried to get me to drink, lol. We went down to the blackjack tables and I was Nick's good luck charm, hehe. It was a good time. Then Ali showed up and later on Leah. It sucks because Dustin won't even come near Leah. I mean, D is my boy, I look out for him. But I do like Leah so it kinda sucks being friends with both of them. I feel like I have to jump back and forth because Dustin won't talk to Leah. I know he has a good reason, which is why I haven't pushed him, but it doesn't make it suck any less. Anyway, last night was fun nonetheless. I talked to some people that I've really never talked to before, which was cool. I had way too much to drink, though, lol. See, we all got free drinks tickets and somehow I got 4. So I had a strawberry daiquiri right off the bat and then the best drink EVER: a Malibu and pineapple juice. MMMM! I was gonna calm it down but why waste drink tickets? So I had two beers and then was totally going to stop. I left the group Dustin was bowling with (Amie, Morgan, Dave, and Dana) and walked over to Ali's group because I was Ali's ride. Well they were still bowling and Leah was trying to talk me into staying. I was like, "Eh, why not?" So I sat down there and Leah's guy friend Jess (WAY too Abercrombie, sheesh) bought me an amoretta sour. Also incredibly good but that just killed me. Then Leah and I started talking about guys. I dunno, she told me some stuff that kind of contradicted things that Dustin's told me. I don't care either way but... it was weird to hear her give such a different story. And I wonder if she did just to save my feelings. But I don't care! If she had sex with Dustin that's fine. I don't know... it was just weird. I'm not sure if I should tell Dustin about it or not. I mean, it sucks if she's lying about stuff that happened because it makes Dustin look like a jerk. And... I believe Dustin.

Wow.

That scares me to say that. Because that means that, at least in part, that I trust Dustin. I guess I'm scared. Trusting people is hard for me and I tend to fight against it. But I don't think he's out to hurt me. I really think he's around because he cares. Anyway, though... I'm not sure if I should tell him what Leah said. I'm sure she told me as a friend to a friend... so maybe I'd be breaking confidence. I dunno. I'll figure it out.

Okay... time to clean up a little. More soon.